As I was walking past a shop,
my eyes fell on a girl,she had a cute top.
My God!!she was beautiful,petite.
Rosy cheeks,juicy lips,silky hair
flawless skin,sweet voice and was fair.
I saw her,I went dumb:
couldn't hear anything,only her voice
couldn't see anything,only her beauty
couldn't speak anything,only her praises.
Was astonished,thunderstruck,her aura was divine
I saw myself,I sighed "...could she ever be mine?"
She saw me, smiled,
I checked here and there,went crazy for a while.
"No,no...she's smiling to me.."I encouraged myself
"Smile back,smile back!!!...."I forced myself.
I went to her,thought of saying "hi",
but for some reason,my throat went dry.
She noticed,smiled,told me to sit down
We conversed for a while,then she went uptown
I just sat there,feeling good and happy
Never thought,my life was about to become so much crappy.
Slowly,slowly we grew close,but as friends(she said)
She told me everything,times when she lied,her secrets
We went shopping,movies,dinner
helped her in all her chores,
I enjoyed every second spent
There was no room for remorse.
I did her work,I did her nails everything she commanded
I presented her with things,even before she demanded.
She once told me I was cute and she loves my smile,
I felt like the king of the world....so what,
if it was for a little while.
But then things changed,we grew apart
Slowly,a hole began to gape in my heart
she never texts me,don't receive my calls
when I ask,she just say.."...I'm busy,that's all!!!"
Then I learned,
she was flirting with other men who were rich,
even slept with one or two,without even a hitch,
I realized,
somewhere,something had went terribly wrong
anger and hatred were growing more and more strong,
Fucked up my life
got robbed of everything in it.
A few might suspect her,
but I was the real culprit.
All those smiles
All those secrets
All those seductions
were all lies,made up to tame my love-deprived heart
would have been in a better state,if
I was care full from the start.
Now I have learned,moved on
It seems like eternity,all gone.
People say its a stupid, common teenage mistake
but it has tainted me for ever
I will have money, fame, bitches but love....never.
Bitches like her who own the face of earth,
might seem priceless,but they have zero worth.
Its funny,now when she is no one I write about her
But I guess someone has to enlighten others,
others who are "still" searching for a true lover.
